i finally realised or should i say admit this:
the more you understand a person
the more you need to learn to accept him
well there is still a limit for this acceptance

the first time girl meets boy
the first impression formed may be great, wonderful
oh he's the one!
and that impression will last for very long
unless he really did sth v wrong

that first impression made you want to know him more
but the more you know
the more doubts you have about him
the first impression starts to shake

and perhaps at a point of time, totally collapse
well at least this tells you that the person is a real bastard

haha
but the truth is the more u know abt sb the more flaws you'll find about him or her
agree?
and you'll really need to have a certain capacity to accept him
as a friend or sth more.

well this explains why quick-fix dating/ marriage doesn't work.
the more the wife know about the husband
or the other way round
the more the wife may have doubts about the decision to get married
the feeling of "regretting" accumulate
one fine day husband says sth wrong
and tada
divorce

both sides need time
to understand one and other before settling down
if both are able to accept each other flaws
well
congrats
if you carn, no point forcing yourself
wont work anyway

~~~
ok back to michelle boring life
its a sunday
end of my-long-awaited-but-turned-out-sucky-weekend
woow great
im starting to love sarcasm^^
the entire day
i shall accentuate "the-entire-day" i've spent it on h3 chem spectrometry
and im still not done with it
but hopefully this effort will pay off on tues
im really praying hard now

tmr is mon lalala
carn wait fr econs tutorial
hope it'll fulfilling enough
the rest i shall try my best to absorb as much as possible
well i will
no
i must.

"good better best, never let it rest, till your good is better, your better is best"
shall be my slogan for the next few days
michelle go! hahah

tyty yixiu for asking ^^aww man =D
tyty yonghao for the encouragement
you and your unique method of trying-to-sound-like-you're-worse-than-me
hahas but it kind of work anyway ><
朋友们 jyjy too!