Xiaosuan mei came to visit my room ytd ^^
made me so happy for the whole day
Here is how my first day of lesson flows:
I woke up early with maureen and we ate red bean bread tgt (i sound friggin kiddy here, but its okay)
2 more hours before lesson start
I went to leeweenam library to print my notes. Like this lib cus got my name inside xD
Totally suagu there, dunno how to use anything. Dun even know where is the printer. Thankfully got one nice prc guy helped me.
Theyare also nice individuals, but in groups that sort of change a little. >.<
After a series of poor printer networking, requeueing the long long queue and printer jams, i got my notes ready!
I also met my first 2computing friends. oh yay not loner anymore.
The lectures were @.@
The lecturer sort of assumed too much. He thought that we have learnt all of this before and went on like a choochoo train.
Wth is binary numbers doing in my slides out of the sudden. Mod isnt the mod i thought it will be.
And there was this annoying trytoohard fellow beside me, asking me whether, as a JC kid, i have learnt blah blah blah before and then grinning with glee when i shook my head, concluding that i may not survive semester 2.
I am sensible enough to heck him and focus on the lecturer. ~.~
I will show this big headed creature what a JC girl is capable of. I had enough of stares and questioning and 'ohnosheprollywontmakeit' look of pity,when ppl learnt that i am ddp business and computing.
Anyways, after that i went to queue up for about 1.5hours to get my computing notes. And i rushed to pickupmy sister.
We lunched at canteen13, bought waffle and cheese fries. Srsly,the waffle is like deepfried, damn oily. But im addicted to waffles, haha so no choice >.<
Mei mei say my room cozy much.haha! So proud manz. Hi5 to maureen ;p
I read my discrete math. Mrkang says maths stuff for jc ppl no problems one. Ok i need to provehim right. Gogogo!
Suddenly they all make sense, and i learnt how tt binary thing work.
Damm man, i uds the joke now.
There are 10 kinds of people in the world, one who uds this joke and the other who dont.
Bought my tb and dinner with mei mei
Ate theheavenly yam egg milkcurd, but still prefer the golden mile one.
Dont try the saba fish teppanyaki, super salty
Happy national day
Glad to be at home.
Monday, August 8, 2011
Sunday, July 31, 2011
Friday, July 29, 2011
When I was 5 I thought K2 was the furthest I could get.
When I was in Primary school I didn't even thought I will make it to secondary school or even a JC. University was just a faraway dream.
While you cannot blame me, I wasn't born academically very clever.
Well here I am in an University.
Even though it is not as impressive as going overseas or wadeva. I am glad.
To those who sniger at and joked about my pri and sec sch grades: (:P)
Mum said me and my cousin are having a personality switch now, and I see her point. The story goes like this.
Imagine two little girl, one fat and fair, extremely chatty, curious and active (that's me) and the other thin and tanned, very quiet, careful and well behaved (my same-age cousin). We were very good playmate despite the huge personality difference.
19 years later, (both became/remain slim, thankfully) but June became more opened-up while I started to close up. wierd isnt it. I think AJ did that to me. No lah, kidding. I just became more serious. too serious actually. I have to remind myself everytime, chillax man it's nth serious. Hopefully UNI will turn me back.
However, looking at the state of my timetable and considering the stake of losing my scholarship. I seriously think that I can only get more serious and less fun-loving.
But I'll try.
This Week end (tmr) is my first ever family chalet!! WHOOHO hahaha. My mother promised it to me 10 years ago and finally we are having it.
When I was in Primary school I didn't even thought I will make it to secondary school or even a JC. University was just a faraway dream.
While you cannot blame me, I wasn't born academically very clever.
Well here I am in an University.
Even though it is not as impressive as going overseas or wadeva. I am glad.
To those who sniger at and joked about my pri and sec sch grades: (:P)
Mum said me and my cousin are having a personality switch now, and I see her point. The story goes like this.
Imagine two little girl, one fat and fair, extremely chatty, curious and active (that's me) and the other thin and tanned, very quiet, careful and well behaved (my same-age cousin). We were very good playmate despite the huge personality difference.
19 years later, (both became/remain slim, thankfully) but June became more opened-up while I started to close up. wierd isnt it. I think AJ did that to me. No lah, kidding. I just became more serious. too serious actually. I have to remind myself everytime, chillax man it's nth serious. Hopefully UNI will turn me back.
However, looking at the state of my timetable and considering the stake of losing my scholarship. I seriously think that I can only get more serious and less fun-loving.
But I'll try.
This Week end (tmr) is my first ever family chalet!! WHOOHO hahaha. My mother promised it to me 10 years ago and finally we are having it.
Saturday, June 25, 2011
The nine months of honeymoon is soon going to be over.
I never expected it to pass so quickly, but at the same time I am glad it is coming to an end.
Despite all that I have achieved and learnt this holiday, I must admit that I've grown lazier.
My mind processed more slowly and less smoothly, I have resided too comfortably in my comfort zone all this while.
But I am proud to say that during this while I have done many things that I have always wanted to do.
I've doing well with my french, so glad that I can finally read all those words in the photos I have taken during my trip to paris.
I've had an unforgettable family trip to ShangHai.
I've finally gone pass my target weight of 47, shedding almost 5 kg off my original weight of 50kg. thanks to my children at amazing stars and the metal thingys in my mouth.
I 've learnt first aid.
I've taught in school in class in houses.
I've worked with so many loveable children and got the hang of singing songs and telling stories to 2/3 years olds.
oh and of course to bath and change their diapers.
I've lost count on how many interviews I have went through, most of them being embarassing and demoralising ones. But it's okay, what that counts is having just one special one that recognised me.
and the good thing is I learn along the way.
I've gotten a scholarship, though not an oversea one (i rejected that one instead) but I am going to work even harder.
I can cook and bake even better.
oh And I had my first ever birthday party with those I treasure.
I've many sisters' outings.
I did my parents and ahma very proud and it is my biggest achievement thus far.
I came to realised that the way one portray oneself is also very important, how do you want people to see you as?
The crux is just don't be lazy.
Step out of your comfort zone and be different.
Don't find a lousy excuse like, I just want to be myself, unless you're pretty sure that your "myself" is a good and flawless one.
That is why after 15 min inside the conference room with your interviewers, you can feel exhausted. Because you were showing them your real capabilty and a more accurate version of "yourself"
It is different from pretendance. if you're pretending, it's just telling a well rehearsed story. why should it feel even tiring?
my arguments may be flawed but that's how I see it differently.
What I want to do with my remaining holiday?
One more month,
Je veux visiter ma ville natale à Hainan. I want to just spend more time with my family.
I never expected it to pass so quickly, but at the same time I am glad it is coming to an end.
Despite all that I have achieved and learnt this holiday, I must admit that I've grown lazier.
My mind processed more slowly and less smoothly, I have resided too comfortably in my comfort zone all this while.
But I am proud to say that during this while I have done many things that I have always wanted to do.
I've doing well with my french, so glad that I can finally read all those words in the photos I have taken during my trip to paris.
I've had an unforgettable family trip to ShangHai.
I've finally gone pass my target weight of 47, shedding almost 5 kg off my original weight of 50kg. thanks to my children at amazing stars and the metal thingys in my mouth.
I 've learnt first aid.
I've taught in school in class in houses.
I've worked with so many loveable children and got the hang of singing songs and telling stories to 2/3 years olds.
oh and of course to bath and change their diapers.
I've lost count on how many interviews I have went through, most of them being embarassing and demoralising ones. But it's okay, what that counts is having just one special one that recognised me.
and the good thing is I learn along the way.
I've gotten a scholarship, though not an oversea one (i rejected that one instead) but I am going to work even harder.
I can cook and bake even better.
oh And I had my first ever birthday party with those I treasure.
I've many sisters' outings.
I did my parents and ahma very proud and it is my biggest achievement thus far.
I came to realised that the way one portray oneself is also very important, how do you want people to see you as?
The crux is just don't be lazy.
Step out of your comfort zone and be different.
Don't find a lousy excuse like, I just want to be myself, unless you're pretty sure that your "myself" is a good and flawless one.
That is why after 15 min inside the conference room with your interviewers, you can feel exhausted. Because you were showing them your real capabilty and a more accurate version of "yourself"
It is different from pretendance. if you're pretending, it's just telling a well rehearsed story. why should it feel even tiring?
my arguments may be flawed but that's how I see it differently.
What I want to do with my remaining holiday?
One more month,
Je veux visiter ma ville natale à Hainan. I want to just spend more time with my family.
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
people are always scared of losing what they have gained isnt it
eg? of course there are plenty
when ppl get married
wives naturally will become more possesive
because they are scared of losing what they have finally achieved "a husband"
when ppl get rich, they become more worried of losing their new found wealth
what will they do?
they want to get richer
there's no limit for them on how rich they can get
thats human nature i guess
isnt it?
we always say "i'll be really really happy if i get to my goals"
but once you get there
you'll realised things arent so simple
once u have reached whr u aimed to
u'll find out that actually thats not enough, and you're obviously not getting the "really really happy feeling" that you thought you'll get.
that place u've reached arent secure enough to allow you to lead a 'happy life'
then what? you'll continue to work towards another goal
well im not saying that have goals in mind isnt good
but isnt it nice to once in awhile allow yourself to wander around aimlessly
maybe you'll discover sth unexpected accidentaly!
hahash
back to my belief that somethings are just meant to be lik that
you'll never noe what will happen in the future =P
i've been thinking for many days
i've thought really hard
what do i want to do with my life
what do i want to be
what are the consequences i have to consider
and i could only come up with a few
i want to give back to society, considering how much it has given me all these years
that point me towards public service! haha but.. not necessary
i never thought being in the public service is the only way i can contribute
i want a job that i like, well everybody could say that but i'm sure less than 10% achieved that eventually
i want a job that allow me to interact with people
i want a job that allow me to see the world
i want a job that can inspire others
lols so many wants
but nevertheless
i shall nt think too much for now
focus on doing well now
the rest shall wait.
ohya
and i wan to end off with a dream that i hope to achieve in the future!
XD
i was on the bus today
daydreaming as usual, haha
and i decided
I WANT TO HAVE MY WEDDING PHOTOS TAKEN IN PARIS
that shall be my 'childhood dream'
that i'll make it true in the future
it was such a nice dream
many beautiful flashback i had of paris jus now
omg i can already imagine its gg to be damm romantic
im gg to live in the the same hotel
awwww
but
as a practical person
i've consider alot as well
in order for this dream to come true
got 2 possibility
first, i've to marry a rich guy
second, i'm rich myself
haha
and this brings me to my next point
wow never ending sia lols
ok
guys
i had a very good impression on the male species in general for my generation
lol too naive liao
i've always thought, if a guy is nice to you or likes you
he really does mean it, without ban dian fake-ness
ya and i carried this misconception till the age of 17
dumb i noe
nvm
wait, im not over generalising
i'm completely aware that out there some where
there is still a few of you 有真心的 ^^
but recently im jus so disappointed in you males
some of you are just so superficial
come on
looks
ppl can all look the same after gg under the knife or sth
but
what really is different
what really matter is deep down inside
i don't know how you can openly criticise about a girl's appearance
your appearance is something you inherited from your parents
its a gift of some sort
i dun think anybody has the right to make fun of it
before you actually do that
didnt you even consider what if others do that to you?
you arent perfect looking yourself isnt it?
seriously thats childishness immaturity insensitivity you're displaying
and im mad about this
im mad when things lik that happen
im mad when male treat female as sth inferior to them
which is why i've also decided
im gg to learn judo
im not gg to be inferior
and i never thought men are any better than women
haha no matter hw i can imagine my perfect future husband can be
nt that i lack confidence in him
just that better to be prepared rather than suffer when it actually happens
ppl does change.
and then
(i did a lot of reflection today, thats why i've got lots to say)
i realised that there are 2 different type of guys i've met
one of which is all say no action
another is no talk but all shown in his actions
ask me which of the 2 i prefer?
haha none.
but i'll rather have the latter.
words of love
anybody with a tougue can do it
the difference is that whether you wan or not
whether one is responsible enough to even consider if he can live up to what he had said or not
before blurting them all out without actually meaning it
actions of love
ive to agree
its harder than words of love
it req deeper and sincere love one has for another to actually put serious effort to it and do it
this is true
words can lie and has no meaning
but action tells all
words of love, though it gives u instant happiness but it won't last right
actions, though you have to wait for it, their occurence wont be as frequent
but they are certainly worth the wait, because when guys actually spend time to do sth for you, instead of just making empty promises, they really mean it
and this is the type of guys you'll want
eg? of course there are plenty
when ppl get married
wives naturally will become more possesive
because they are scared of losing what they have finally achieved "a husband"
when ppl get rich, they become more worried of losing their new found wealth
what will they do?
they want to get richer
there's no limit for them on how rich they can get
thats human nature i guess
isnt it?
we always say "i'll be really really happy if i get to my goals"
but once you get there
you'll realised things arent so simple
once u have reached whr u aimed to
u'll find out that actually thats not enough, and you're obviously not getting the "really really happy feeling" that you thought you'll get.
that place u've reached arent secure enough to allow you to lead a 'happy life'
then what? you'll continue to work towards another goal
well im not saying that have goals in mind isnt good
but isnt it nice to once in awhile allow yourself to wander around aimlessly
maybe you'll discover sth unexpected accidentaly!
hahash
back to my belief that somethings are just meant to be lik that
you'll never noe what will happen in the future =P
i've been thinking for many days
i've thought really hard
what do i want to do with my life
what do i want to be
what are the consequences i have to consider
and i could only come up with a few
i want to give back to society, considering how much it has given me all these years
that point me towards public service! haha but.. not necessary
i never thought being in the public service is the only way i can contribute
i want a job that i like, well everybody could say that but i'm sure less than 10% achieved that eventually
i want a job that allow me to interact with people
i want a job that allow me to see the world
i want a job that can inspire others
lols so many wants
but nevertheless
i shall nt think too much for now
focus on doing well now
the rest shall wait.
ohya
and i wan to end off with a dream that i hope to achieve in the future!
XD
i was on the bus today
daydreaming as usual, haha
and i decided
I WANT TO HAVE MY WEDDING PHOTOS TAKEN IN PARIS
that shall be my 'childhood dream'
that i'll make it true in the future
it was such a nice dream
many beautiful flashback i had of paris jus now
omg i can already imagine its gg to be damm romantic
im gg to live in the the same hotel
awwww
but
as a practical person
i've consider alot as well
in order for this dream to come true
got 2 possibility
first, i've to marry a rich guy
second, i'm rich myself
haha
and this brings me to my next point
wow never ending sia lols
ok
guys
i had a very good impression on the male species in general for my generation
lol too naive liao
i've always thought, if a guy is nice to you or likes you
he really does mean it, without ban dian fake-ness
ya and i carried this misconception till the age of 17
dumb i noe
nvm
wait, im not over generalising
i'm completely aware that out there some where
there is still a few of you 有真心的 ^^
but recently im jus so disappointed in you males
some of you are just so superficial
come on
looks
ppl can all look the same after gg under the knife or sth
but
what really is different
what really matter is deep down inside
i don't know how you can openly criticise about a girl's appearance
your appearance is something you inherited from your parents
its a gift of some sort
i dun think anybody has the right to make fun of it
before you actually do that
didnt you even consider what if others do that to you?
you arent perfect looking yourself isnt it?
seriously thats childishness immaturity insensitivity you're displaying
and im mad about this
im mad when things lik that happen
im mad when male treat female as sth inferior to them
which is why i've also decided
im gg to learn judo
im not gg to be inferior
and i never thought men are any better than women
haha no matter hw i can imagine my perfect future husband can be
nt that i lack confidence in him
just that better to be prepared rather than suffer when it actually happens
ppl does change.
and then
(i did a lot of reflection today, thats why i've got lots to say)
i realised that there are 2 different type of guys i've met
one of which is all say no action
another is no talk but all shown in his actions
ask me which of the 2 i prefer?
haha none.
but i'll rather have the latter.
words of love
anybody with a tougue can do it
the difference is that whether you wan or not
whether one is responsible enough to even consider if he can live up to what he had said or not
before blurting them all out without actually meaning it
actions of love
ive to agree
its harder than words of love
it req deeper and sincere love one has for another to actually put serious effort to it and do it
this is true
words can lie and has no meaning
but action tells all
words of love, though it gives u instant happiness but it won't last right
actions, though you have to wait for it, their occurence wont be as frequent
but they are certainly worth the wait, because when guys actually spend time to do sth for you, instead of just making empty promises, they really mean it
and this is the type of guys you'll want
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
actually i dun really know what to say
anw thats a very bad way to start a post
grr nvm
start:
after typing an entire para of hw boring the day had been i decided to delete it of
anyway
today was a good day for michelle
why
'cus she passed her H3 ct2
WOW
just rewarded myself fr eating *alot* just now
feeling guilty now =<
my 17 rounds the track gone soon
hahah
back to topic
H3 i passed and guess wad?
i think im gg to fail my H2 instead >.<
lol shall not comment
NOW, i want to talk about sth really important to me
my beloved bottle
let me tell u its life story
4 yrs ago, mdmXU (p.s.mymum) presented michelle with the bottle and instructed her to keep this bottle safe and sound and never lose it
(well cus its expensive and blahblah=.=)
lol looking at the uncountable times she lost it( but it had always miraculously come back to her)
so faithful lol >.<
MdmXu decided not to let michelle hav it anymore
=( awww
so 4 yrs later (now, a few mths ago)
michelle took the bottle out and used it, promising tt she will nt lose it ever agn
but,
from the start of the yr, she had lost it a total of more than 5 times. >.<
the last time she lost it was a week ago
it was really sad
she thought it will be gone, away from her, forever
she searched the entire sch for it, mourned for many days
and...
just now, a few hrs ago...
the bottle, came back for her again, miraculously!
she cant believe her eyes
ok enuff of third person, so tiring hahas
super happy that ive found my bottle
shall promise to keep it in sight every moment hahas
lol i sound lik an unsound girl with a strange love fr her bottle
haha
>.<
im nt ok
bye^^
anw thats a very bad way to start a post
grr nvm
start:
after typing an entire para of hw boring the day had been i decided to delete it of
anyway
today was a good day for michelle
why
'cus she passed her H3 ct2
WOW
just rewarded myself fr eating *alot* just now
feeling guilty now =<
my 17 rounds the track gone soon
hahah
back to topic
H3 i passed and guess wad?
i think im gg to fail my H2 instead >.<
lol shall not comment
NOW, i want to talk about sth really important to me
my beloved bottle
let me tell u its life story
4 yrs ago, mdmXU (p.s.mymum) presented michelle with the bottle and instructed her to keep this bottle safe and sound and never lose it
(well cus its expensive and blahblah=.=)
lol looking at the uncountable times she lost it( but it had always miraculously come back to her)
so faithful lol >.<
MdmXu decided not to let michelle hav it anymore
=( awww
so 4 yrs later (now, a few mths ago)
michelle took the bottle out and used it, promising tt she will nt lose it ever agn
but,
from the start of the yr, she had lost it a total of more than 5 times. >.<
the last time she lost it was a week ago
it was really sad
she thought it will be gone, away from her, forever
she searched the entire sch for it, mourned for many days
and...
just now, a few hrs ago...
the bottle, came back for her again, miraculously!
she cant believe her eyes
ok enuff of third person, so tiring hahas
super happy that ive found my bottle
shall promise to keep it in sight every moment hahas
lol i sound lik an unsound girl with a strange love fr her bottle
haha
>.<
im nt ok
bye^^
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Univeral studio
yea
yea
i was really excited about though i'm not really a big fan about rides hahas
that place was totally unexpected
its like another place out of singapore
okay moving on..
yea as ususal
i was hungry before even starting to play
we had 30 bucks complementary food tix each for the entire day woots^^ the main reason im excited too >.<>
so i told myself to bear with it wait fr lunch
my first ride
at The Lost World, the dinosaur theme park
lols
i thought it was just some viewing ride, you know those tree top ride or sth (cus there was lots of trees around)
and it turned out to be those jerky, tilting coaster ride type i was lik -.- ouch
but nt too bad la still can take it
=D
wanted to go for the water ride, but decided to keep it fr later >.<
okay hmm next : Sci-fict city
i experienced a "hurricane" in some cinema thing
quite cool too
lots of rain and fire and loud sound effects of building crashing thundering and surprise jerks :/
but cool XD
still gt... cant really rmb
i went for the Shrek 4D movie
walao...
gt one part freak me out
one scene many spiders "dropped" and i felt hairy things brushed my legs
eww><
but well thats the point isnt it
it felt real
hahas roller coaster
thats the highlight isnt it
hahas after that ride i totally cui diao
some mummy ride
had to walked a long way in
and the way made me worried even more
cus it was cold, dark and .. kong bu jiu dui liao
hmm
it was really an emotional roller coaster ride
srsly
just that the ride started for me before i got on the train
hahaha
1) while waiting, i was getting more and more worried
2) when i got on the seat, the feeling of immense regret hit me
3) during the ride, i was =.=( i-wanna-get-off-now)
4) lastly, when the ride was over i felt weak with happiness ^^
emotional ride right? =D
i tot singapore rides gg be chicken feet de lol
but it proved me wrong
我错了:'<
haha
after that i was feeling giddy and hen xiang tu liao
yupps and i went fr a number of shows and movies musicals
really gt standard one leh haha
haha
but a good day spent there
food were nice but $$
ahhaha
i felt the laps i swam ytd one by one washed down the toilet bowl, with every bite of my burger at "new york city"
luckily i persisted through my 20 laps ytd
(alright, im bragging here abit, cus tai you cheng jiu gan le ^^)
alrights, shall end here
bt because thats all
universal studio mei you so cui la
still gt lots to say and describe just that michelle's memory is failing her right now
cus of that ride im still nt thinking right
maybe my brain is upside down now, lols
hahas tmr chem ct2 hw arh zzz
haven started revising =(
hehe
all in all
universal studio was a really great place
really well done-d
michelle's family and her 真的玩到好开心 =)
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